Monday, July 28, 2008

28 July 2008,Monday.

its already monday,which means tat i've already change my class..
its quite a bad thing for me actually..
its so bored in the class..and so not fun..
i want my old class back!!!!!!haiz..
tat class got 1 fan rosak wan..
the fan is moving but make alot of noisy and annoying sound..haiz..
i hate the chair in the class too..
is the wood chair..
i dont like it..
i prefer the plastic chair because it is more comfortable..
the wood chair im seating now keep moving la..
feel so uncomfortable..
other than tat nothing much happen d lor..
i really had a bad bad day at school today..haiz..
but at least something happier happen at nite..
my elder sis came to subang..
she bring me out for dinner eventhough is just at kayu,mamak but im still very happy d la..=)
she belanja me eat baskin robbins ice cream..=)
eventhough i cant hang out with her for longer but im really happy la..
at least get to see her..
guess wut..i almost cry at the kayu there..
but i tahan la..
i dont noe why i will sud feel like crying..
maybe im too happy gua..
when she talks bout studies to me,i feel very stress again..
she says tat if i can get A for maths,she will give me 50 bucks..
but i dont think i can get this 50 bucks because i am just too stupid ..
hehe..
k la..
update again soon..bye..

Sunday, July 27, 2008

27 July 2008

haizz..
tomorrow is another new week..
so fast monday again d..
my trial exams coming soon...
getting more and more stress..
i have this very scared feeling every sunday night..
and this feeling getting more and more strong now..
noe why??
because the next day is a monday,a new week..
the days to my trials and PMR is getting more and more near..
im already so so so stupid and yet im so lazy to study..
not tat i dont wan study but sometimes just no tat mood to study and feel very lazy..
really really very sked..
dont noe how i should pass my day each day with this scared feeling..haiz..
thanks to the stupid jadual anjal thing..
the school rearrange again everyone's class..
my new class is in 3F..haiz..
i from 3C to 3F ler..
i feel like crying when i 1st noe im going tat class..
but what to do..
i fail 1 subject in my mid year exams..
if not i will be going a better class..=(
but luckily,if i got improve in my trial exams,i can go better class..
but now,i have to suffer and tahan in 3F class..
luckily elaine is still same class with me..
if not im gonna be so so so lonely..
i dont really noe much ppl in the new class..haiz..
i really really really must study hard d..
Gambateh for myself!!=)
i have to go do my hw now d..
update again next time la..=)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

23 July 2008

heLlo!!!=)
i noe i VERY long dint update my blog d!!
sorry!!
i've got nothing to update ma..sorry!!
i update a long one today..ok??(i will try la)=)
but i sked it will make u all feel bored..hehe..
Nothing intresting happened in my life nowadays except for 1 thing..
2 weeks ago,i ter-hurt 1 of my close fren's feeling..
Now,he is not talking to me nor smiling at me..haiz..=(
Last time,he always talk and message me..
I feel so missing now because i've lost this fren..
I noe he feel unhappy and angry at me but i don't blame him because i gone through this before..
I'll give him some time to think and calm down..time is only wat i can give to him now..
I hope he can talk to me whenever he's ready..
I hope he can forgive me for wut i've done to him..
Just hope to be frens back with him..haiz..
I dont hope our friendship ends like tat..
If he really don't wan to forgive me,i guess our friendship will end right at this point..
If that is wut he want,then i'll just leave it to him..
Few days ago,i sms him and hope his not angry at me d..
but he din't reply me..
guess he's still very angry at me..
Hope he will read my blog because i really wanna say sorry to him and hope his not angry at me d..
haizzz...=(
hmmm..lets change topic..
school was ok for me so far..
but i sometimes keep sleeping inside the class..hehe..
shhhhh!!
too tired ma..
i got tution from monday to sunday..except thursday..
sad rite??
i got 2 tuition on friday and sunday..haha..
very stresssssss!!
my parents summore dont let me go church until my PMR over!!
lagi sad..haiz..
did i mention before bout i have a condominium at kl??
i mean the condominium belongs to my parents la but im gonna stay there aftre SPM..
tats wut my mom say..haha..
its already finish renovating and everything..
its very nice..and comfortable..and quiet(sometimes only bcs got a mosque near by)..hehe..and windy..
and have a beatiful view..=)
my mom want me go there study..
noe why?
bcs no tv..no computer..and its quiet..haha..
hmmm..
is it long enough??
i noe its quite bored but what to do..
i've got nothing to write d..hehe..
haha...i update again next time ya..
bye..=)