the picture on my youth camp..

saw the orange shirt tat im wearing?
its our youth t-shirt..nice?haha..


me..sitting on the sand at p.d..
someone buried-ing my feet...


say cheese..haha..its in my room i think...

auntie wendy??where are u going??

haha..our youth camp member...

youth camp!!miss the camp so much!

us!!again!!in the er...room..haha..

i dun have much picture on my youth camp..

i just post the picture tat i have..

Christmas Party!

Yesterday,21 December,haha..
i went to my church youth christmas party...
at Aunt Wendy hse...
i went there around erm..7.25 i think..
when i reach there,not much ppl reach yet..i think..haha..
then after tat,we eat lor..
i ate spaghetti..my favourite food!hehe..
after tat,we got some games lor..
but,we have to separate into groups 1st..
theres erm..5 groups..
Malay,Chinese,Indian,Egyptian and American..
everyone have to take a piece of paper..
and in the paper,it will write whether which religions are u..
and,u have to find ur own teammates..
without talking..haha..means,u have to act out to find ur teammates...
haha..mine is malay...bluek!
i same group with Ong,Zekey,Ji Chuan,Quinell,Su Ann and Shong Ran(gruop leader)..
1st game is,they will give u a piece of paper..
its a list of the name of the stuff tat sells in Giant..but of coz..only got 30 things..
not all the stuff tat giants sells..haha..
u noe Giant??the supermarket..haha..
then,they will give u the Giant magazine thing for u to check the price and write down on the list.. the group tat finish 1st,and get most correct wins..
theres 5 group rite..4 group get 28/30..and another group get 23/30..
then the 4 groups,have to play 1 more time..but this time is easier..
they just say out 1 accesories,and u find the price..
then...my group win!!haha...bluek...
and the prize is,sweet..haha..
ok..the 2nd game..
every group have 7 members..
u have to send out 2 wakil to go out..
they change the wakil every 30 seconds..haha...
the 2 ppl,1 use left hand and another use right hand to wrap a present..
haha...it wil change dff ppl to wrap ever 30seconds..
in the end..my group dint win...
haha...my group the present the riben keep dropping summore..haha..
the 3rd game..
they give clue...and then u solve it..
haha...tats it..
my group win again!!hehe..bluek..
the last game!
each group send 1 wakil out..
then the 5 wakil tat send out..
kneel down...and the person will ask the question..
whoever tat stands up and say the correct answer will win..
if the person say the wrong answer,will get punish...
how to punish??
if the person get corrects,he/she can stick 1 sticker on the other 4 wakil body..anywhere..
but if the person get wrong,the other 4 gets to stick the sticker to the person..
haha...im lucky..i dint kena sticker..but i sticker it at their face..haha..
ok..after tat,we have to take a number..got prize changing..
everyone brought a present there and to exchange present with other ppl..haha..
i got a light bulb key chain..not bad..haha..
after tat,around 11.15..
Me,Ong,Ji Chuan,Wei Yang,Hon Wei,James and Hui Heng went to Mamak yum cha...
im the onliest gurl there..haha..kesian..
Ji Chuan sit beside me and keep bully me...haha..
He for while bully me until very teruk and for while make me laugh until stomache pain..
haha...he keep playing with my phone the game summore..=.="
the mamak ppl chase us out at around 12.10..
coz they wanna close shop d..haha...
at the mamak,our table,laugh the most loud 1...
all the others table ppl look at our table..haha..
coz our table really laugh until too loud d...hehe..
ok...tats it...
tonite,gonna have some kids party at my hse..
haha..i update tmr...if im not too tired..hehe..

ATTENTION:mine is broken english..
hope u all dun mind ya...haha...
bluek... =)

Youth Camp!

ok..erm...
let me say something bout how's my youth camp is...
on the 1st day,13th December,
we went to the USJ20 petronas station to wait for the bus..
the bus reach at 11.30..
then we reach Port Dickson around 1 something i think..
after tat,we separate into groups...
theres 4 groups..Red,Lime,Black and Purple colour..
im in the red team..
then after tat,we got games..
then at nite got worship...haha...
when the session finish,around 11 something,we have party in other's ppl room...
haha... we eat..chat..talk...
i like the 1st nite..u noe why??
haha...coz.....
i saw many stars..haha..bluek..
i keep standing outside the room...
watching the stars...hehe....
the stars so nice ler..=)
then on the 2nd day,14th December,
we got worship in the morning..session...
then in the afternoon,we went to the beach...
some ppl was playing Captain ball...
then some ppl playing with the sand..taking picture...
then im watching them play captain ball and 'buried' my feet with sand...
haha..
then at nite,we got some short short sketch..haha..
my group sketch is like erm..
5 or 6 ppl hold hands and make a round..
then me and my others friend..
shuffle the round for 5 rounds i think..haha...
on the same time..i learn how to shuffle a bit..haha...
since tat day,i keep on shuffling everyday...
but my shuffle very teruk..haha..
i met some shufflers there...form 1..haha..
then,on the last day,15th December..
we got worship.. session..take group pic..=)
then we leave p.d at around 2 something...
we reach subang at 4..haha..
the food there is so not nice..
theres no lift there...
the swimming pool there is so small..
toilet also very small...haha...
tats all i can say i think..
hope i dint forgot anything..
i dint really take much picture there..
i got no the photo yet..
when i get the photo tat time then i will post it here la...hehe..
k la..tats all i can say..hehe...

loNeLy..

do i really lost a friend?
a friend tat i tot she will be my best friend forever?
i think i've already lost a friend like her...
everything cant get back to last time anymore...
our friendship wont get back like last time anymore...
everything has already change..
why am i so unlucky?
when i needed my best friend the most tat time,all this things just happen to me...
i've really really really started to feel very lonely...
how nice if i suddenly lost my memory now...
how nice if i go to somewhere where no one noe's me...
how nice if all this things never happen before...
how nice if i dun feel sad or hurt to lost a friend..
but the problem is....i cant..
i cant lost my memory suddenly...
i cant go to somewhere where no one's noe me..
i cant stop all this things from happening..
i cant dun feel hurt or sad....
haiz....
argh!!!!!
how nice if im NOT Sharon Ding Sze Luen!!!
how nice if im someone tat no one will ever notice me!!!
this few days,
i keep crying...
i just cant stop crying whenever i think wut had happen...
i hate everything tat happen to me!!!!
haiz...
i have to make myself busy everyday...
very very busy...
so tat i can forgot everything...
but i dunno wut to do at home only can make me busy...hehe..
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz!!!!!!!!
my youth camp coming soon d...
im happy and excited...
but.....................
im very worried..
worried tat i will be very lonely there....
haiz...got nite mares la..
this things make me cant sleep every nite la!!!
hmmm...
but wut use to worried so much..rite??
haiz....
Sharon Ding!!Sharon Ding!!Sharon Ding!!
Dun worry so much la!!
everythings gonna be OK!!
Dun worry so much d la!!
ish!!!

High Praise Christmas Delight - 16th December‏

This coming Sunday, 16th December, 2007 is another exciting and lie-changing Sunday service at the Selangor Ballroom 1, Subang Sheraton Hotel at 10.30am. You will be blessed by the praise & worship by the COOL Youth Band, KIDS church special, JC Dance by COOL Dancers, a thought-provoking mime song and special guest artiste, Patrick Leong.

Don't miss this Sunday special. Come with your family & friends and experience the love of God and the message of this Christmas season.
Attached is an e-postcard. Please email to your friends - youth and adults alike. Let'spack the ballroom for Jesus !

Hey...
For All My Friends who read my blog,
Please Come On This Sunday,16th December..
I Will Be Performing Too...
Please Come And Support Me Ya...
Hehe....
Its At Sheraton Hotel,Ballroom 1..Start at 10.30..
Sheraton Hotel Is Just Beside The SJMC Hospital...
If u Want To Come...Let Me Know Ya...
U Can SMS Me or E-Mail Me To Let Me Know...
Thanks..^^

Pictures on my birthday party!

look at wrong camera d la!haha...me and my guys cousins...


me and my cousins...



my mom..me.. and my dad..^^



im making wish...haha..


xian,ying,jane,chuen and me...(im the shortest there)ish!!


Lyn,me,jane and chuen..

haha....tats all i have..hehe...
on tat day,my party was quite fun lor..
got 1 games...dare or dare..
thanks to my best friend Ong who help me think of this game...hehe..
tat game was quite funny...hehe...
then after games got dancing..
slow and fast dance....
i dance until so crazy....haha...
keep jumping around....
dancing around..
i keep pulling ppl out to dance le...haha...
i get drunk lor on tat day...
keep talking nonsence...
doing stupid stuff...
hehe...
nothing much lor...
on tat day got around 40++ ppl came..
i guess...hehe...
i get lotz of present lor..
very happy ler....hehe..
all the present also so nice....
Thanks Everyone...
thanks for coming my party and the present!!^^
i dunno wut to say d la...
if u wan to noe more details bout my party...
then msg me la..haha...
bluek....
ok...erm...
this few days,im quite busy bout my coming christams drama for my church..
got lot of practise....
Anyone intrested to come and see the drama?
this coming sunday.. 9th December...
at sheraton hotel.... Ballroom.. 10.30 starts...
please tell me if u wanna come...
and on the 16th december,
my church have another short youth drama and youth dancing hip hop...
if u wanna come..please let me noe...
same place...sheraton hotel... starts at 10.30...
at the ballroom there...
hope u all can come ya...
10 more days...
10 more days i got my youth camp d...
YAY!!
cant wait for it...
at port dickson....13-15 December..
haha...
but be4 i go,i still have to buy my slippers...
haiz.. dunno go where to buy le...
hmmm...k la...
gonna update my blog soon...
bye..

3 more day...

Yay...
Lets Countdown...haha...=.="
bluek...
ya ma...3 more days only..hehe...
cant wait for it d...
party party party..
birthday birthday birthday..^^
hope ya all will enjoy the party and wont be bored la...
only got erm....1 games...haha...wait...
maybe 2...hmmm....anything la...
will decide on tat day..bluek...
k la..
i nothing to write le...
i get darker d!!!haiz...
long story...haha....
bye...and sorry for the short short post...
cause i got nth to write le..hehe...
everyday at home watch tv only...
nth to write wan...
bye....^^

10 more days..^^

Yay!!!
my birthday still got 10 Days..
my party still got 10 days...haha...
but i still not confirm who coming and who not coming le...
i have to confirm by 28 Nov...
so,for those who confirm they can come,please tell me le...
for those who CANT come also tell me 1st...ok??
please............thanks.....
please try to come le..haiz..
anyway,my parent go eyrope d lu...
on 29th Nov only they coming back...haha...
1 day be4 my birthday..
Im going my cousins hse to overnight today..
going there for 3days 2 night...
im now still waiting for my another cousin to fetch me to my cousins hse...haha..
then tomorrow we going 1U...hehe...
but maybe we have to walk to 1U from my cousin hse...haha..
my elder sister staying with me now...
until 1 day be4 my parent come back...yay!!
haha...erm...
ok...tats all i can write..
i will try to update soon....
BYE!!

holidays....

tomorrow is the last day of school d lu...
but im not going to school..^^
my last day of school is at the past monday..
im so so so bored tat day at school....
whole day keep playing cards or help teacher do things..haiz..
better stay at home..at least can sleep..hehe..
but still very bored at home..
hmmmmm...
my birthday still got 15 days...
dunno shud be happy or sad...haha..
haiz...this few days,i keep dreaming almost the same thing..
which is,no one come to my birthday party...haha..
scary le...keep dreaming tat...
i going to bcome siao d..means crazy...haha..
hmmmmm...
it wont happen wan rite?hope so...haha..
i everyday keep thinking wut will happen on my birthday...
keep thinking this and that....haiz...
Joey not going for my party...less 1 ppl help me...haiz...
argh!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
dun wan think d la...making me started to sked d...
i hate tat stupid feeling...make me whole night cannot sleep only...haiz....
haiz...on 28th Nov i got tution...then 30 nov also got...
but of course...i wont go for the 30 nov tution...
my birthday le...i dun wan go tution...haha...
haiz...i wan go out!!!i wan go shopping!!!
i got so many stuff wan to buy le...
i still haven buy present for myself..haha...
someone bring me out go shopping!!hehe...
my parent going europe on 18th Nov to 29th Nov...
no one can bring me out shopping...
i wan go Pyramid and 1Utama...haha....
k la...nothing to write d..haiz..
bye...

fun+fun...wet+wet..=nonsence

HhEeLlOo...
im just very BORED..
so talking nonsence doing nonsence...bluek..
ok...
today i went FCS..FCS means Friendship Connection Saturday...
i met quite lot fren there..
have lotz fun running..playing..jumping..haha..
its something like amazing race...
but while playing and running..
theres a heavy rain..
but we still have to cont. the game..
so..end up...we get WET!haha..
very the wet....
luckily i brought extra shirt and pants there..
but my shoes and socks!haiz..
its so wet and cant dry..
feel so uncomfortable le..haiz..
yay...theres 20 more days to go..
My BIRTHDAY!haha..
sobzz....no one read my blog...
cause tat day i write on my blog...
who thinks i should put games on my birthday party?
then tell me...
no one tell me anything...sobz!!haha...
fine lor!!
but ah..
i dun understand why.....
so many ppl keep asking me wut i wan for my birthday...
they say they dun wan to thinks..
it hurts their brain...haiz..
hey....im ur fren le!!!!
ur fren birthday....no need think so much wan...
like wut i said...
just go in a shop...
slimpy grab something..
and go my birthday present..
of coz..u have to pay...
not asking u to steal la...haha....
or u can just buy a card for me...haha...see...
or maybe.....no need buy..
easy..just cpme my party..
join the games....haha...
(if u really cant think wut to buy la)
hehe...
anyway....the conclusion is.........................................
better buy present...and no need use the brain tho think la..
hehe...bluek...bluek....
oh ya..i wanna say sorry to wai hong,joon wei they all la..
for those who went to the kop farewell party today...
i cant make it...so i dint go...
make them waiting...
haiz...i feel bad....SORRY YA!
ok..tats all...
bye....take care..hehe..

tired + tired..

im so so so so damn tired today...
walk till leg pain d but its FUN..
haha....u noe why its fun?
cause i went out with my elder sister and her fren....
at 1st,i went summit with my fren...
got some christmas drama paractise..
after tat,reach home around 2..
at around 3,my elder sis come and pick me up go pyramid..
went pyramid...walk till leg pain...
keep eating there...haha...
got eat baskin robin...and lotz more la..
eat till i so full le...haha...
then after tat,went pasar malam at around 7 something...
i went pyramid for i think got round 4 hours..haha..
went pasar...also keep buying....food...haha...
my sister bought me quite lot of stuff....
hehe...i so happy le...get present le..
hehe..but the most happy thing is can see her lor...
i went summit on tuesday...
went pyramid on wednesday..
went summit and pyramid today,thursday..tats fun!haha
tomorrow going Mid Valley...i think...hehe...
oh ya....
Happy Deepavali everyone...
i noe its abit late but still....at least i wish...haha..
im gonna become fat soon...hehe...
yay!still got 21 days...hehe.. cant wait for my birthday...bluek...
ok...tats all i can type..
erm...bye...haha...

oops...sorry...

Ooooooppppss.....
i noe...i noe...
i noe i very long dint post d..
sorry lor...
i not purposely dun post wan ma....
my modem spoil d....
so i cant online...
see.....
its not my fault?rite?
yeap...not my fault...haha...
so.....not angry d???continue viewing my blog??
please???haha....
wateva la...i just dun wan my blog die so fast u noe....
haha....sorry ya....
yay!!!!
my birthday coming soon!!
still got erm...let see.....
23 more days...haha..
i having birthday party....
wanna come???hmmmmm...
haha....
dun worry..i will invite u....
just dun foget bring my present...haha...
bluek....im smart le.....hmmm....
should i put games at my party le???
still thinking...
for those who read my blog,tell me should i make games...
please.....
and i also will noe who who who and who did read my blog..hehe...
see....told ya im smart....haha... bluek...
k la..
now my modem fix d....
update again next time la...
bye....

UNCLE,REST IN PEACE!

hello...
erm...
how many days i dint post d??
erm...dunno...
i got nothing to say much..
few days ago,went back perak...
come back on tuesday morning d...
but cant on9...cause my modem spoil d..
haiz...dunno wut happen...
on wed,yesterday,i heard a very sad news.....
my uncle................he pass away...
sad hor.......
i cant believe tat....
my parent went back kampung again for the funeral d...
but im not going back..
they dun really want me to go back...
i staying at my fren hse now....
until sunday i guess...haiz.........
so...erm....
i got no mood to type so long....
still kinda sad...
dun wan type d..
sked later cry out....haiz..
wanna ask me anything then sms me la...
bye...

Selamat Hari Raya...^^

hey everyone..
Happy Hari Raya...haha...bluek...
going anywhere during holdidays?
me??yea...haha..
im going back to my hometown,Perak,tomorrow..Saturday..
going back early in the morning...from here,Subang to there needs around 3 hours...
haiz...sit in the car till sien la...but i like going back Perak..
everytime going back there feel so freee....no need think so much..
can just enjoy at there...haha...
especially at my mom's mom hse..haha..
i can slimpy walk out the hse with my cousins....
go buy sweets...go playground..go walk walk...
i can also ask my cousin,Hau Yon fetch me around with the motor..haha..
if he wan la...but think he will la..haha...
there so fun...cant wait for it...haiz..
but i coming back on Monday afternoon la...sobz...
hope my mom can let me stay there longer..
after come back have to study again..haiz...I Dun Wan la!!sobz..
this morning,went to my mom's tadika to help out...
damn tired...kena bully by a kid la..haha..
his 6 years old this year..his a very very naughty boy...
he took his fren's 2 fav eraser of him and throw it out the window...
haiz...i see the another kid i feel so kesian le him...he almost cry out...
i also dunno how la tat time..haiz...
how would u feel if a guy took ur 2 favourite eraser and throw it out the window?
ur mom summore told u tat Must take care of ur eraser properly..
and u are just 6 years old tat time..haiz...
the naughty boy so bad la...dint even say sorry to him...ish...
but today,at my mom's tadika,only the naughty boy ask me whether i cut my hair izzit..
haha...=.="
yay....luckily until now la..still got no one say my new hairstyle ugly yet...
oh wait..got...my sister,Jit la..haha..but think she jk with me gua..hehe..
if really got ppl say my hair ugly ah...im gonna SCREAMMMMM!!!!
haha..ya ma...put most ppl also saw my pic..not my real person...
so...erm...u all see my real person tat time only tell me nice or not la...
MUST YA!haha...its important to me ma...hehe..bluek..
u noe wut the stylist tell me and my mom???
when he finish cutting my hair,i still feel like not short enuf..i mean the fringe..
then later...ask him cut again..haha..
he say no prob...then...he say......
"U very 'oi leng' la"u noe wut is 'oi leng'..in cantonese..
means i wan leng a lot...u all noe leng rite??haha..
then i say ya ma...if not leng i dun go out from hse la..haha...
*while im typing this,im STARVING!
i eat so so so little for my lunch....then now,6.25 still cannot eat my dinner yet..
argh.......my mom summore cook so little...eat yesterday dinner punya food...argh...
i hate her la..i so so so so so hungry now.....angry her la...
cause tmr have to go back kampung,she dun wan to cook..
eat back ytd stuff....she not hungry i hungry le..
this afternoon my lunch got little also...ish...
my hse NOTHING to eat summore....
i wanna die d la....i wan to EAT>>i rather eat maggi mee la..
but sure get scold..haiz.......i so kesian.....
haha..bluek.....k la...
have to wait till i come back 1st only can post again...
so,BBYYEE..enjoy ur holiday..haha...
*no energy to type d..

11/10/07 New me...haha..

which one better??
the new one or the old one??tell me the truth ya...
before or after???haha..tell me honestly ya..
is my new hairstyle funny??ugly??weird??or????
tell me please...important..bluek...

new hair style of mine...haha..

before

after

haiz...

yay....yay..yay...
its holiday!so happy...haha...
but holiday still have to study le...sobz...
guess wut...
i cry at school today le..haha..blek..
today got maths paper 2...
i got almost all of the qs dunno how to do le...
of coz i will cry la..haiz...
not enuf time to do all also..
sobz......haiz...still feel like crying now...
im gonna fail my maths....
NOOOO!i cannot fail my maths....i wanna jump down from the builing la if i fail my maths...
haiz........but school the highest building cannot die wan le..will cacat or koma only..yer..
haiz..i hate i hate i hate i hate myself la...
this morning summore purposely sleep at 1 and woke up at 5...
but my maths still....haiz....
panda eye come out summore d..only sleep 4 hours le...
i really crazy d...haiz...
but luckily,the science paper 2 is quite easy...at least its not hard..
how how how how how how???how??????my maths...argh....
paper 1 sure also fail la...i wanna die d la..
so sked le me...
im panic-ing when im doing the maths paper2..haha...die la me..haiz...
i dun dare to play joon wei the spongebob thig d...
eventhough its cute and nice to play..
but i dun wan to play it d..haha..i sked of it d la...
wanna noe why??haha...ask joon wei la...hehe..bluek..
holiday..holiday..holiday...yay...haha...
2 more days to go...(cut my hair)
haha...bluek...
oh ya...haha..thanks nelson..for helping me tie my tie...haha..=.="
i not dunno how to tie la..me is tie until very ugly and cacated ma...
haha...bluek....anyway,thanks ya...
actually every wed morning i also got extra class..(maths)
normally my uncle come my hse fetch me wan...
but ah...last week,he never come and pick me up d...
i tot he forgot to tell me tat week no tuition..
then ok lor..
today i like normal,wait for him to fetch...but when its time d,he still haven come yet..
i wondering why...then i call him...
guess wut...
he say from last week already no tuition...=.="""
he say i mcc...mong cha cha....
haha...me and my cousin,stephanie untill today only noe...haha..
but we cant rmb my uncle told me tat be4...haha..
nvm la..chin cai la...haha...k la..
next time post again....bye...bluek...

examzzzzz..haiz..

hello...
long long time i never post d rite??hehe..
sorry..cause no time ma..+ a bit lazy lor...
u noe me la..
lazy....pig...haha...bluek..
a lot of ppl also say i like to say bluek a lot..
ya ah??haha..mayb la..
*headache*haiz..
hmmmmmm......
i going to cut my hair this friday..
cut my fringe only la..cut it become shorter...
hope it dun look erm..............ugly or weird...haha...
going APT cut..
if my hair result come out ugly ah........then........
i wont let u all see me la...if can la..haha...
avoid from the morning session fren tat i noe..haha...
so better pray for me tat the result is nice..not ugly...haha..bluek...
today i got bm2 exams...
yesterday i was very worried bout the novel...
but today...the exams...ok lor..not bad...
quite easy also lor..
the bahagian B,should be NOT more than 120 words..
but i write till more than 180 i guess...haha..
too much stuff i wanna write la..
but then the bahagian C,should more than 180..
ya la..i got more than 180 la..
but a lot nonsence la..more also more abit only..haha..
sud my brain like so kosong..haha....
haiz..tmr got bm1,eng1 and eng2..
got novel to memorise again..
argh...going to memorise till sot d..
haha.....yay..
thursday start holiday d...so happy...haha...
today when i go sch,i so so shock when i saw elaine...
she look so so so so diff...haha...
and yun yee too..she look diff cause she cut short haird d...
but she look more cuter..haha...
nothing much happen at school d..like normal...^^
hmmm....i nothing to write d la...
nothing intresting to write...all bored bored stuff...
bye...

~sick~

hh ee ll oo...
i very long dint post d rite...sorry ya...
this few days kinda busy and lazy + nothing intresting happen...
im sick!!fever,big headache,flu,keep coughing and bit sore throat...
just now went to see doctor d...37.9..haha..not tat fever i guess...
sometimes i will suddenly feel very hit then sometimes i will feel like very cold...
haha...im weird..am i??haha...
yesterday nite cant sleep well..haiz...dunno why..
hey...pray for me ya..pray tat i will recover soon and sleep well tonite..haha..
if i cont sick like this,then im gonna fail at my exams cause keeo resting and no time to study..
i cannot study while im sick la..haiz...sobz...
ewwwwwwww...the medicine so......bitter....haha..
the cough medicine is ok..bit bitter..
then the flu medicine was so so so so bitter...ewww...the flu medicine will make me sleepy..haha..
then the sore throat medicine is ok lor..suck the medicine..haha..i mean the medicine is like the pellets..then have to suck it..dun swallow it 1st..erm..
then the fever and headache medicine is erm..no taste..haha..its a pellets...the size quite big u noe...like the panadol size..haha...but so hard for me to swallow it..
then i break it into half then easier to swallow lor..haha...k la..
im sick..dun wan to type so long d la...
next time post again la..bye...rmb to pray for me ya..
haha..bluek..

wow....

something erm..............bad happen today at school...
joey and yy kena bully...wait..yy only la...i think...
dunno whether joey really counted or not la...
everyone also noe tat joey and yy very kind wan la rite...haha..
today,bernie gave a pack of sweets to joey...
the few guys tat seat behind us,keep asking the sweet from joey....
joey so kind...of coz give them la...
after tat,they keep asking joey to give them...joey dun wan...
cause she wanna left some sweets for herself and her sis...
the guys saw yy got sweets also..they ask the sweets from yy..
but yy dun give...cause we already give them a lot of sweets today...
after tat,yy and joey left their sweets and the bag...we went to the library...
the guys in my class all never go down...
when joey reach the library,she have so call "six sense",she say tat she sked the guys stay in the class to take her sweets...cause she still got lot sweets left in the class..
i imediately teman her go back class..when we reach our class...guess wut happen...
all the 2C and 2D class punya guys,except for the malays guys and some good good boys but only a few..some guys jaga the door..dun let us go in...the others guy inside the class....
checking yy's bag...i saw 1 of the guy,holding yy's chewing gum....but i and joey cant go in the class at tat time...
joey shout pn.ashnu......but no one heard la..except for the guys inside the class...
then got 1 guy come out to the class...and say wut...
the guy:wut??
me:oo...nvm...nvm..nothing.....
then i tell joey...joey..u saw pn ashnu there hor...hmmm...nvm la..i later go find her....
then joey keep quiet..the guy say again wut...
i say la..me:nvm...nothing..serious..u continue la...i wont tell teacher wan....but i got things wanna tell pn ashnu only ma...hmmm...
then i tell joey...joey,later teman me go find pn ashnu ah....i saw someone open yy's bag o...
i said it politely la...sounds like nothing important like tat...
then i think all the guys inside the class heard wut i say and they sked d...
they faster take their books and go down to the library..
got another guy in my class admit tat they took yy's sweet...
luckily they are smart..they put back yy's sweet to her bag...
but 1 of her chewing gum lost d...sure is they guys took wan lor...
she say she dun wan to report to teacher...give them another chance wor..
joey say this is just the 1st time..let them go...
then i say fine lor..up to them....
when inside the library,all the guys like very angry at me...
the way they look at me is like they are angry at me and wanna balas dendam but they also abit sked of me.. haha..
haha..they sked i will tell teacher ma...got a few guys keep talking bout wut i have done lor...
i heard and they like keep looking at me...haha...
joey say luckily got me there..then yy say thanks to me...
but i dunno why yy say thanks to me la...i just say few words then they sked d ma..
i dint help anything also...
when go back time,yy say she have learn another new lessons from me...
good lessons..haha...she say she shud learn more from me..=.="
but i dunno wut she can learn from me lor...
i just noe how to scold ppl only ma..haha..bluek....
but if im yy and joey la,i will tell teacher lor...
eventhough they dint took her stuff....but i told her la...
they still open her bag ma..and take their stuff out....
then i say to them lor...why they so kind wan??haha...not like me...so bad...
i really almost go tell teacher...hehe..bluek....
but if they dare to do the 1st time,they sure dare to do the 2nd time wan...
joey keep asking yy to say thanks to me and her...=.="
ouch...ytd my hand so kesian...
kena the hot wax...and my hand kena the fire...
guess wut..got 2 or 3 lantern burn ytd...haha...
oops.....i dunno how to jaga...haha...
now my hand nth d la...put the cream d..hehe..
k la..tats all for today..guess tats all..bye..

Happy Mooncake Festival(correct?)

haha...bluek..
just now tat post is just a crap from me...
suddenly feel like posting craps so just post only la...hehe...
u can dun read it...blek...
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL...correct rite?haha...
hows u all going to celebrate?
im going to celebrate...erm...dunno yet...haha..
maybe just seat at the balcony...play lantern and candle..eat mooncake....^^
my dad is not here...so got no any fun activities to do...haiz...sobz...
yay...today get chocolate...so happy..haha...bluek...
today in class gila again...haha..
haiz...cant sleep well...
get kick by my sis...the radio suddenly on...
when my mom woke up,6 something,he on the light..woke up my sis...
talking...make me cant sleep welll....haiz..luckily no panda eye...haha...
hope tonite can sleep better...
tmr morning i got tuition..need a good erm....energy?haha..dunno la...
k la...tats all for today's post la...all the form 4's got exams...
then others sure busy studying...
write a short short one then can d....haha...bluek...

*craps*

I just realise that trust is really very important between a couples or in a relationship..
You will automatically trust the person you love without thinking anything...
Without trusting each other,u cant continue anymore..But it isn't easy to build the trust between each other if u dint try hard..
If u have choose to trust in the person for the 1st time,can u trust the person the 2nd or the 3rd,4th or th 5th time for the same thing or the same mistake??think bout it..
I've choose to trust for the 1st time but I cant trust again for the 2nd time bcause it hurts me a lot even in the 1st time,especially trusting on the same thing fot the 2nd time..
If you want someone to trust you in something,you cant just ask the person to trust you without showing any actions tat can make the person believe in you..
at least not to me...especially in a relationship...
Dont keep on doing the same mistake that u have done especially to the person u love or the person who love u..
appreciate the person u have..dun make urself regret..

bluek,
~*shAroN*~

Daddy,enjoy ur trip..^^

well....
my dad just went to Cambodia(not sure the spelling) this morning...erm..wait..no..is afternoon..
haha..he went with his fren and stephanie father's,my cousin brother..haha...
stephanie father today tell me,u call me 'biao ge' make me feel so young le...haha..
then i laugh..then i say la,he is my 'biao ge' ma...haha..bluek..
Ryan!!!!u owe me chocolate..u say give me today..but u dint...sobz....
wanna noe why he owe me a chocolate?haha..
few days ago,he promise to talk to me...then he dint..then i say i punish him lor...
i punish him to give me a chocolate...haha...he promise to give me today...but he dint also...
sobz.....i tot can eat choc today...haiz....
today,inside the class,me,yy and joey so gila...
we talk bout erm....."something" bad???negative???haha....something negative mind la..
1st,joey was very "rajin" copying the balckboard notes...me and yy keep talking...
keep laughing..keep bullying joey...haha..
after joey finish copy,she started to add in...
me and joey started to bully yy..we keep talking "something" bad to her la..haha....
i keep saying joey and yy 'lut'..'lut' means slow...their reaction really very slow...haha..
i think only me never get bully by them...yay me!!haha..bluek...
i keep laughing..laugh till stomache pain...i ran to other ppls table to make myself stop...
joey laugh until the tears come out...and yy was like keep jumping...haha...
recess time,we seat somewhere,not at the canteen...somewhere outside the b.k...
when i was thinking something,the yy suddenly pull up my skirt..
luckily im wearing baju kurung today..haha...shes like pulling it up..then i faster stand up then accidently step on joeys feet....oops...SORRY JOEY!
but its not my fault...its yun yee's fault..haha...she do it twice to me..
then after tat,i hold yy and ask joey to pull her skirt up..haha...we bad rite???haha..
bluek..but we just playing around la..we pull the skirt up a bit only la..
the yy make me chase her a lot of time today...haha..
i and yy keep talking bout Dont Talk To Strangers...haha..
today jw ask me some qs..i dun wan to qnswer his qs ma...
so i tell yy...eh,yun yee,my mummy teach me hor,cannot talk to strangers le..
they will kidnap u...haha...then jw behind like so angry..haha..not angry la...just erm....
dunno how to explain...haha..blek..
haiz..gonna sleep at my moms room this 3 days...
sleep with my small sis and my mom...
i dun like sleeping with my small sis...
she will keep kicking me or snoring..argh!!!!!make me cant sleep well!!haiz...
anyway,tats all for today...exams coming soon...
i wish all the form 4's all the best again...
RYAN!!i wan chocolate...chocolate..chocolate...haha...bluek...
im crazy bout chocolate..haha..blek...oh ya..
wanna edit something..haha..
ytd,stephanie send me a nice message...
wanna noe wuts tat sms bout??haha..
I have I...

I have L...
I have O...
I have V...
I have E...
but can I have U??

haha...nice??send this msg to ur gf/bf or someone u like...
yay...my dad reach cambodia d...

??=)??

haha...i dunno wut to post for the title..
slimpy type only la..bluek...
hmmm....let see...
this morning,went to the mpsj library..reach there around 10 something..
meet there with my cousins,alissa,ying and kek xin(not sure the spelling)..
me,steph and alissa use around 1 hour just to read sejarah bab 1..haha...i use around 5-10 minute to read 2 page..haha..smart le me...
keep talking with them...
got 1 time the person there come to our table and ask us keep quiet..haha..
when i told yy tat im quiet in the library,she say,normally i like burung cicit..now im quiet.. haha..
at around 12,we walk to taipan to eat lunch..eat big boy..i ate spagghetti...haha..
then after tat walk to guardian then walk to big book shop then walk to starbuck..
haha...guess wut..i saw my enemy,stephania at the library...ish.....
then went to starbuck...steph wanna buy the coffee...
actually i and stephanie wanna eat at leo's cafe wan but my others cousin say dunwan wor..
cause they never go be4..=.="and they sked very expensive..=.="""haha..
sad.....
at the library,i saw ivan(form5) and i saw reuben(form4) and his fren..
i dunno today its his birthday so never wish him..
until when i reach home and check my mail only i noe today its his birthday...
oops...haha...sorry reuben....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REUBEN..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENIOR!sorry no present..hehe..
today's hip hop class quite fun..learn new cool steps...
wanna learn?teach u next time..haha..bluek...
after hip hop class,went to eat dinner with my cousins...
eat steak at cheras...
then after tat went to my cousins hse....
coz my sis wanna play with my cousins..haiz.......
ok..tats all for today...bye....
oh ya...ish...forgot wut i wanna type d...just now type half way my dad call me..
now lost memory d...wut i wanna type d ah???argh!!
oh ya..rmb...i think..haha...
good luck for those who's taking exams on tuesday...
let see...
all the best to:
calvin
wai hong
nelson
reuben
joon wei
thu yuen
jia wern
summore who ah???
oh ya..and all smk usj13 punya form4...haha...
erm..calvin ask me to put joey name inside wor..haha..ok lor..
joey..joey..ONG JOEY...joey...joey....calvin...oK???haha...
joey and calvin...bluek....
bye..

22 September 2007..^^

hello...
sobz....my own computer cannot on the msn...
have to use my youngest sister computer only can on my msn le..sobz...
dun like to use her computer to play msn la cause if chat something also sked to let my mom or dad saw...so..cannot chat secrect using tat com...i mean the secret..u noe..haha..nvm..
today joey come my hse...sew some school stuff..cause my hse got the sewing mechine..the old wan..haha..bluek...sew our kh blouse...damn cacat..the mechine keep hanging..for while the string lost...for while it stuck somewhere..haha..but luckily...we still finish our sewing..haha..
tomorrow im not going church..cause im going the library...the hipermedia there..
going with my cousins,stephanie and alissa and her frens...
we meet there at 9 something..until 4...hope its fun tmr......
i mean have fun studying there...haha......
i have to go back earlier..cause i got hip hop class at 4..
today i dint go for youth..haiz..sad...miss the fun...haha...
today after i do the sewing with joey..we study for maths for while..then go teach her some steps..after tat,we go play playstation2...she play the crash something..haha...
the game make my head damn dizzy...after she went back home..
my head so dizzy...almost faint le..haha...
i quickly go rest for while...then ok d....
i only ate a bit for my dinner so after tat hungry d....
me and my family stay at the balcony...playing with lanterns and candle...talking...
after tat,went to eat erm..supper?haha..its just 9 somethings tat time..is it counted as supper?haha..i dunno..hehe...bluek...
while waiting for my sis to finish her food,theres a cat seating beside me...
the cat keep looking at me u noe...damn scary wei...
my mom ask me,why the cat keep looking at u?
then u guess wut my dad say..he say my face look like fish!
wa the..i hit him..haha..after tat,i very scared d...
tell u all something,im afraid of cats....!!!kittens or cat also i sked la...haha...
as long as its fury animals then i kinda sked d.....
yer...they look very scary....for me la..haha...i damn sked of cat..
everytime see cat i sure like faster run away or faster ask my dad or somebody to make it away...haha......dun laugh ya....shhhhh.....dun smile also...haha....
so next time dun take the cat or anything fury near me...i will scream and run away....
and im gonna scold u after tat...haha...ok la..
post again next time..bye..
enjoy reading ya...haha....bluek..

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ONE;Love me more than i love him..
TWO;Know's EVERYTHING bout me..
THREE;always be at my side believing,helping and protecting me no matter wut happens
FOUR;Romantic + sayang me..bluek..
FIVE; Be honest to me...tell me everything..
SIX;dont force me to do something which i dont wan...
SEVEN;treat me better than his friend..^^
EIGHT;can always make me smile..happy..laugh...(don't know how to make me angry)blek..
He's a male, of course..
erm...dunno who to tag yet...and dont feel like taggin anyone..^^

argh!!!i cant sign in my msn!!!!!
someone help me please!!!!haiz....
something wrong with my msn..i mean my whole computer!!ish..!

i dun understand why...

hey....haiz..
today its a very............bad day???again..
everyday...almost everyday i heard something bad...
today...i found out more and more ppl betraying and backstab me..
i seriously dunno wut i have done!!why everyone treat me like this?
can u tell me who i should believe and who i shud not believe?
i dont even want to believe my best friend yun yee and elaine now..
elaine,i think she's helping stephania...she just dont understand me..
yunyee,she fren back steph d..steph keep telling her something bout the friendship thing again!few days ago,someone ask steph to give the letter to the teacher..so tat i and joey will get gantung..but she dint!
at 1st,i heard is li shing,denise,divya,slyvia,sheida ask her to give the letter to the teacher..but today yun yee told me tat divya told her she's not involve in it...she blame other ppl...then the another person blame another person..i dont understand...why just dont they admit it?why they must keep blaming other ppl?!after all,all blame denise...
me and joey hate the denise a lot...be4 tat,she already slimpy blame me for something..i dint scold her or hate her...but now,i really hate her a lot...not only her..i hate everyone tat's helping stephania!
why no one understand me???all just come and blame me..scold me...
hate me..talk bad bout me behind my back!!
for those who really hate me so much!u can just tell me infront of me!
i dont mind!!cause i seriously hate tat school so much..im enough of tat..
i just dont wan to believe anyone easily now....even my best friend!
i and joey asked yun yee a question today....
if me and joey fight with stephania and her gang,which side she will help..guess wut she replied...she say she wont help either me or stephania..im very angry at her at tat time..im angry at her bcs she dont stand at my side!she just keep telling me tat she dun wan to involove in it..she dont care..ask us to settle everything ourself....
is this wut's a friend for?!i tot shes my best friend!
i cant believe she will say this to me when i need someone to support me!
i dont even want to talk to her after tat...i just noe tat i hate school now..
everyday i go school,i must face all the person i hate...always listen or heard something which i dont wan to!keep knowing who who who and who hate me,betrayed me,backstab me,wanna slap me or something...
i dont care....for those who wanna slap me or something...
come on la!do u think i scared?!
if 1 day,steph and her friend really wan to fight with me or something,im wondering who will stand on my side...cant think!
why???why??why??why??why??why u all wan to treat me like this!!
everyday at school sure got something make me sad or angry at!
im wondering how many ppl hates me n0w...
10??20??30???40??or more??
i need a friend who can listen and understand me now...i dont want to talk to joey bout tat...she's already very sick of tat!haiz.....
can someone save me out from this place???!!
really hope to tell out everything tat happen to me to someone understand me and will always stand on my side!haiz...

= )+ =(

yay...so happy...
today get chocolate..hehe...
chocolate...chocolate...chocolate...chocolate...my favourite!haha..
bluek....^^
haiz......now ah....
more and more ppl hate me d lu...
the yun yee very bad la...
she fren back the stephania d....ish...
today bernie so weird....
joey make her angry i think....
then she dun talk to her...
even i talk to her she also dun choi me....weird la her!!!
then after school she call me...=.="haha..
today at school...i so bad le..
me and joey pakat bully yun yee until she cant stand me...haha..
i talk the most...keep ejek-ing her...hehe...i bad rite..haha..
then after tat me and yy pakat ejek joey abit...
then after tat....my turn...sobz...yy and joey pakat to ejek me...haha...
but i smart la...change the topic very fast..haha..bluek..
yesterday...auntie wendy,pastor alvin and uncle hon wei come my hse...
something like visiting only la...after tat,my mom made some food for them..they ask me must learn how to cook from my mom....if not i will regret...but ah...but ah....
i dunno how to cook wan le and im lazy to cook....haha...
sked later i burn the whole kitchen...hehe...jk...
my mom tell them all my malu stuff to them...sobz...
haiz.........
yesterday nite heard a bad news....
when my dad come back,he told me tat my 2nd uncle got sick..
now in the hospital...he told me he got paru-paru...
i have no idea wut sick is tat....but my dad say it will make the person die...haiz...sobz...i dun wan my uncle to die..!!!
my dad say its very hard to cure...
he still haven married yet and i just get to know him last year...
cause the past few years i dint even see him be4....
be4 this,my aunt just went for an operation...
after shes cure,now is my uncle turn....
why all this stuff happen to my family?my grandma will be very sad...
i really hope to see my grandma now..so i can teman her...
just called her this morning...she sounds kinda down...haiz..
i miss her!i really hope the doctor say wrong sickness or my uncle they all heard wrong sickness...i dun hope tat its true....haiz....
i only can pray for my uncle now...haiz...
i have to wait till hari raya holiday time only can go back my hometown to visit my uncle and grandma...haiz..
yesterday heard sad news then today got choc which make me happier...
haha....k la...dunno wut to write d....
bye....^^
wish my uncle will get well soon....hehe...

fun + enjoying..

hihi...^^
yesterday was so fun...
i went to my cousin brother,hau yon birthday party...
it started at around 7.30..i reach there at 7.05..
after all his fren reach there,then we started to eat...
after tat,around 9 they started to play games...
the 1st game is find ur partner and take a pieces of newspaper and both of us stand on the newspaper..after tat,keep folding the newspaper and both of us must stand on it...the feet must not over the newspaper...the winners will get RM20...
then 2nd games is just only for guys...8 guys...
each person have to take a string tie on their waist..its a long string..
the string had tie up a banana too...they have to use their waist to push the banana on the strings tat they have tie on their waist to push the potato on the floor...haha...swt rite...the winners get RM10..
then the 3rd game is,4 pairs only...i dint play...
they tie 4 apples on a long string....then each pair have one apples on the string...they have to eat the apples...they have to put their hands behind...haha....
and the last game is for pairs also...find ur partner and tie 1 of ur feet together with ur partner feet with a balloon...the game is very easy...
just steps others ppls balloons...haha...
theres only 4 games i think..haha..
after tat,they close the white light..on the music...for everyone to dance...
my cousin ask me to dance..but i dunno wut to dance tat time...
he keep holding my hand and pull me to the middle..after he release my hand,i quickly run back to the place i seat with my other cousins..
guess wut...i got a lil bit drunk ytd nite..haha...
i just drink 1 can of carlsberg...never drunk la...
but my head like kinda dizzy...feel like wan to faint like tat..haha..
but luckily never faint la..
my cousin keep saying i crazy d...not normal..haha..
then i say back lor...im not drunk la...im normal....
they keep saying i siao alreday...but i dun have la....
i just keep talking talking talking only ma...hehe....
after tat cutting the cake,they play another game...mafia..
be4 tat i dunno how to play wan then after tat my fren teach me how to play...it was quite fun...hehe...
i meet quite a lot of new frens there....
when going to go back time,when i go down,i saw my father keep asking hau yon's fren to drink wine...haha...he wanna make ppl drunk la..
then my mom say to me..when ur birthday time,dun invite so many guys..if not ur dad will make them drunk...haha...
my dad is also drunk d...when the wine finish,he say,on November 30,my daughter,sharon birthday..i invite All of u come to my hse...
then we drink again..my house got alot of wine!=.="
i was like...daddy,tats my birthday party..why u slimpy invite ppl wan...
then he say..nvm la..invite more ppl more fun ma...haha...
my cousin say will help me to invite them..but dunno true or not la...
haha..i keep telling them...ok la..come la..remember to bring present for me can d...haha....after tat,we keep taking pictures....
my dad keep joking around..talking...
keep talking bout 30 November....
ask them must come...haha...i think this time i really must have party d..
my dad inside the car ask me to invite more ppl....i say okok..
he say must got around 150 ppl..i tell him,i have no tat much frens...
haha...
i reach home at around 12.40...
wow...yesterday nite was so so so so fun....haha...
ok..tats all...bye...got to go church d...

bad luck day...

i getting more and more hate her everyday...
and i very regret to write the letter..i should just tell her face to face...
the letter make a lot of trouble....
jw show me the photocopy of the letter today..
someone,i dunno who....use a red pen and wrote something on the letter..
editing it..jw show me the letter tat had edited...
he told me is a form 4 gurl who did it...i dunno who..and i dun wan to noe..im not sure who did it,but i hate him/her who did it...
so its better not to noe is who..if not i think i will go scold the person..
why are all those ppl so busybody???
why everyone wan to noe wut happen??non of ur bussiness rite?!
someone go photostat 10 copy of the letter...
wanna scan it and put at friendster..why must they so.............busybody?argh!i hate them so much!
i dun wan to trust all the senior d la..tell them wut happen then they go tell everyone...i should not tell them anything in the 1st place..
the person who i dont noe,noe bout it also...ish!
someone go tell steph i post at friendster bout her bad stuff or talk bout the break friendship thing there...
bcs of tat she want to keep the letter to protect herself...wat the!!!
why must they so troublesome?cant just they listen wut happen and leave it..why must they invlove in it or something?!argh!!!!!!!!!
i hate the person la......!dun wan to tell or believe in him anymore la..
today so unlucky.......!haiz...
today,at school..when i just saw jw and calvin,i show them a very very angry face....at 1st,i dont even want to talk or tell them anything...
then after tat jw tell to me wut happen and it makes me more angry...
dun talk bout it d la...talk something funny...
i ask wai hong to teache me maths...
so i go school at 1 today...he teach me maths at the libary...
at 1st,be4 joey and calvin come in,eveything is ok wan..
then after they come in,cant concentrate on the maths d..noe why?
when wai hong teaching me,calvin at the side there keep talking other things...or keep argueing with wh bout the answer..they making me confused only la...1 say no then 1 say yes...1 say tat format another say another format...haha...teach teach for while can fight wan la they 2...
luckily they are not teacher..if not the student no need to study d..
see they 2 fight can d...haha...in 1 hour,we only do around 8-10 question..
geng ler....haha...the jw keep asking me to see the add maths qs...
then i scold him la..im form 2 his form 4...how would i noe how to do..
haha...bluek....
k la...todays post ends here...
lazy to type d...hehe...
oh ya....thanks wai hong......and calvin!!^^
thanks for teaching me maths eventhough a few question only...haha..

swt swt!=.="

hihi...hehe....
dunno wut title to put...so put swt only la..haha..
sobz....sobz....
kena bully by senior today...haha...
u rmb i told u be4 bout i break friendship with stephania??
me,joey and yy wrote a letter for her..but i dunno why...
she like go around..tell everyone...show them the letter...
bring the letter with her everyday...showing other ppl...
then like very sad...ish..
i cant believe tat she go show so many ppl..
then now,me,yy and joey like very bad only...
wanna break friendship with her la..
then the letter write till like very bad la...very hurt and mean la..
then dunno the jw,reuben or wai kin go photostat the letter!!
swt rite!=.="
i dunno why they wan the letter for...
to show ppl and tell tat we are bad??let everyone see??paste at the school??i dunno noe la..haha...dun care la...
let them think we are bad only la...i dun mind...i think..haha...
in the letter,i use my name as tears of hearts,then yy use candygal and joey use sweetapple...but then....
the 3 "good" senior...joon wei,reuben and wai kin..change the name..
jw say his sourapple..reuben is candyguy and wk is tears of butt!!
=.=""=.=""swt rite...arghhhhh!
recess time,me,joey and bernie seating at the corner there...not at the canteen...its somewhere.......near the bk...haha...
then,the 3 "good" senior saw..they seat down somewhere there also and follow wateva action we do...they so bad rite??haha..
why they so bad wan???sobzz...sobzz...
keep getting bullied by this 3 "good" senior today le....haiz...
later got tuition again...haiz...dun wan to go le..
yay...tmr follow new time to school d...
can go earlier and go back earlier..yay..!haha....
today,got a guy......which i dunno him....
suddenly come and ask me for my number.....
and say is his fren wan the number...shud i believe?better not..haha..
i wan to eat sweeet!!
ask the 3 senior buy sweet for me but they never buy...ish...haha..
k la...nth to say d...buh bye...
b........y.........e...........^^
i want sweeeeet sweeett...haha...

short short post...

hmmmmm....
today got nothing much to say...
so i post short short wan la..hehe...
luckily today teachers forgot to ask my class to pick up the rubbish...
haha...think they forgot d...hehe..
sobz..tuesday going to over soon d...
tmr morning got tution...haiz...
have to wake up early le...sobz...sobz...
today,i got pj...
my class fren,divya,she so bad le..
keep taking the ball and scared me...
she like wanna take the ball and throw at me...
i keep hiding behind the car le..haha...
i very very very very scared ball wan le..
wanna noe why?haha...very funny story...
One day,when i was 5 or 6 years old i think...
my elder sis and my dad playing ball..they take the ball and keep throwing it to the wall...on tat time i was seating on my mom's lap just opposite them...
i dunno its my sis or my dad,they throw the ball very hard to the wall and the ball bounce back...but my dad or sis dint catch it...
the ball hit hardly sharp to my face!!!to the face u noe?!
i keep crying le...dun laugh when u read this ya...
before the thing happens,i like to play with ball so much..
but after tat.....haiz..i very afraid to the ball and dun like playing with it...
i like to play basketball wan but........haiz...
very scared of the ball le...scared it hit on me again...
haiz......haiz.....haiz......
so for those who read this,dun take the ball and scared me ah...
if not.............i will be very very angry at u...
hehe.....ok la...i got nth to say d..bye bye...

sobz...

yay..monday is over..haha..
i mean going to over soon...haha..bluek..
so unlucky le today...
1st,my leg still very pain...
2nd,my parent got dinner to attend...so,i have to walk home..haiz..my maid and my sis wait for me outside the school...
leg so pain d have to walk home summore..sobz...
i hate walking home..my hse is so far from school..(1km or less)
haha...bluek...
yay..today eat my favourite food...spaghetti with chicken wings..^^
ok..3rd..can u believe it..my class get class.....................................
TERKOTOR!omg!can u belive it?my class...haiz...
the whole class have to stand up...
when they announce class terbersih,a few ppl clap their hands only but when announce class terkotor..omg!almost everyone clap..except for the gurls at my class la..when they going to announce the class terkotor,i keep closing my ears hope not our class...but still...haiz...
this is the 4th(i guess)time my class get class terkotor..argh!!!
when my whole class standing up,i keep talking and laughing with yy and joey..haha..joey told me the nerd at out school,form 1,keep looking at us wor..then joey said it perasan,"hmmm...i noe why the nerd keep looking at us..because we too pretty d..so she look at us"=.="
swt rite...haha...then elaine help yy to massage,then yy help me to massage...she make me till so pain..lucky i never scream...haha...
i said tat luckily we are not wearing green..then joey say ya lor..if not we will make the koperasi name bad..haha...
will we if we wearing green?dunno..haha....
hmmm..wondering how is my sis(jit) now le...
today at the library,me and joey seating together...
she ask me to tell out something bad bout her then she will tell me something bad bout me...she said tat im......******
haha...shhhhhhhh....
wanna noe?then ask me la..hehe...
today so nice...a lot of teacher never come...
only study maths today...bm teacher just paste something on the board then we copy..haha..
just now,watch 1 drama..channel34..8 pm...
the show so like......sad..a couple break..bcs of some misunderstanding and the guy lie to the gurl..haha..
i watch till i almost cry out...haha...i so easy can cry d..haiz...haha..
k la..i gtg d..wanna go day dreaming d..haha..no la..jk...
bye bye...

tired but fun...

at last...my mom's kindergarden concert ends d...
but so sad..it ends so fast..nvm la..at least i enjoy it..hehe..
i wanna THANKS to Joey,Calvin,Magdelynn,Stephanie and Nelson for helping me...erm..i mean my mom..haha..
they help me to carry things from the 4th floor to the car park(b2) twice..
lucky got them to help if not....i think me and my dad will be very busy...
so,thanks so much ya..actually i was suppose to belanja them eat something wan but end up with nth...oops..sorry ya...
on the sihaton day,i won a hamper,1st prize for lucky draw...
and i kept the hamper till today,my moms concert for the lucky draw..
and its the 1st prise again..guess who took the hamper away?
is Joey..wow..she so lucky..be4 tat is i get,then now is Joey get..
haha..funny rite?
my leg was so pain now..wearing the boots..walk here walk there..
wear until so kua jiong walk around the summit..haha...
i saw some ppl like keep looking at me..
wondering why i wear till so..........formal?i guess..haha....
dunno wut they thinking...
i shud not wear the shoe..haha...
after the concert,i,joey,nelson,calvin,steph,mag,bernie and the brother went to watch movie..Naraka19..
before tat i tot it was very scary but actually not really...
but i still keep closing my eye...sked got something come out suddenly..
haha..the show not really nice...cause...we dun understand the ending at all...its like so sesat...dun even noe wut they talking bout..=.="
hehe...then after tat,i went to eat dinner..joey come along with me too..
actually,my mom and dad tot tat all my frens come along with me go eat dinner together..cause wanna belanja them to eat..bcs they have helped my mom....but all already chao d..
i and joey cross the bridge to wait for my dad to pick us up..
calvin teman us too...my mom ask me to call him together eat dinner with us but he say he call his dad d..so he ma never follow us lor...
my parent keep asking me whether got belanja them something or not..then i say dun hav..then i get scold..haha..sobz...my dad gave me RM100 be4 tat..he tot im smart,no need to tell me,i will automatically belanja them..but how i noe...he dint tell me..so i dint lor..haha..
haiz..so sad...my sis cant come...still not feeling well...
haiz..hope she will get well soon le...worried bout her...
hey JIT,u must take care of urself le...hope u will get well soon...
haiz..why day pass so fast le?especially today...
i miss the concert...so busy..so not really have time to watch them dance..haiz...the children wear till so nice..so cuteeeee!
haiz...exams coming soon!!!must start study d lu...
i need someone teach me maths le...!haiz..how good if my sis is with me..she can teach me..at home,no one can teach me..sobz..sobz...
haiz..tmr is monday d..why???why???dun feel like going school..
dun feel like going tution tmr morning but............have to..argh!!haiz..
ok..todays post will end here...haha..
im very tired now d..have to go rest for while then have to STUDY!sobz...

tiReD + worried....

e e e elo..
yay!tmr is my mom's concert d...cant wait for it d..
hope its gonna be fun and enjoying..^^
today,i went to my 3rd aunt's tadika concert...
be4 tat,i went to my youth at summit then straight away i go to my aunts concert..i reach there around erm..5 i think..
wow..inside there was so hot..full of ppls...
the concert is 3 tadika combine..cause my aunt got 3 kindergarden..
the children dance was quite nice but the concert too long d...
alot alot of dances..started to be bored after tat...
i went back at 7.45..my mom dun wan to wait for the things end d cause we have been there for 2 hours+ and we are very tired..and the thing also going to end d..so,we juz go back only la..
ate pizza for my dinner...haha...
today my mom bought me a new shirt and bag..so happy..haha..bluek..
happy but im sad too..worrying bout my elder sis..
she get food poisioning..she's not staying with me..she stay at kl..
theres very far to where im staying..wanted to visit her but..haiz..cant..
she say if she has recover tmr,she will come to my moms tadika concert..
i hope she can make it..she staying outside..no car summore...
when wanna go see doctor,no one fetch her..haiz...
juz now when i call her,her sound like so soft..no energy...haiz...
hope she's better now..and hope i can see her tmr...
today,elaine told me tat got more than 6 guys like her...
wanna go out with her after exams...i not sure whether the guy just wanna go out with her only but elaine tot they like her or they told her tat they like her..but....me and yy also not really believe her..
its like so kua jiong le..can u believe it?i also dunno...
but me and yy also thinks tat the guys are form 1...
dunno why...but elaine likes to stick with the form1 guy le..
hmmmmm....haha...
ok..my post getting shorter and shorter..but i must make sure tmr post be long...hehe..so,wait for tmr post ya..bye...

.....................

helloooo!
guess wut...
i break my friendship with stephania d...
by writing letter..haha...
yun yee forgot to sms her..so we have to write letter lor..
joey say cant tahan her d ma..wan to faster break friendship with her..
we gave her 12 reasons why we wanna break friendship with her..
got erm..bcs she annoying,backstab us,betrayer and more lor..
cant believe tat joey will write tat bcs her taste is bad...
ouch..so hurt..but we still write d...
i wrote a very stupid poem there...
roses are red,
violets are blue,
our friendship break,
dun blame us but U!
haha..is it lame?then joey wrote the avril lavigne song lyrics which is so hurting..and yun yee wrote FICK U..means..Friend I Can't Keep..U..
haha..swt hor..
i think steph show the letter to a lot of ppl...
she told a lot of ppl..i guess la..and they say she saw her cry wor..
but me,joey and yy also thinks tat shes juz acting coz normally shes a very strong person...she wont cry so easily wan..
and they not really saw her crying..juz saw her bend her head down to the hand on the table..hmmmmm...
i so angry at Joon Wei today le..
he go take some dunno wut pen is it and put 2 dots on my diff hands..
i cant even make it off till now le...ish!!argh!!
yay...2 more days to my moms tadika concert...
cant wait for it d..haha...
this morning,i went to my moms tadika to help out for the practise..
the childrens are so cuteeee!
they dance till so cute...haha...cant wait for sunday now d..hehe...
oh ya...after steph tell a lot of ppl bout break the frenship with her,
i tell yun yee tat now,we are like bad ppl d...
no one will wanna be frens with us d...
then yun yee say.."do u feel like we are a bitch now?"
i like...er...ya lor..sure got a lot of ppl think we are bitch now...
cause steph really acts like shes very sad...then me joey and yun yee say to each other..nvm la..no one wanna be fren with us also nvm la..
we got each other ma..haha..
im wondering how many ppl thinks tat im bad now?hehe...
on the letter,we dun use our name..
i use tears of hearts/playgurls..joey put sweetapple and yy put candy gal..
tats our nickname..haha..
erm..todays blog end here la..
nothing to say d lu..if got..
i edit or write for tmr..hehe..ok?bye..
got to go..got tution...

juz a simple post..

hihi...
i 2 day never post d..
cause this 2 days kinda lazy and tiring + got nothing to write..hehe..
phew..bernie and joey now nothing d lu...
bernie never tell me she hates joey d...
i dunno how they settle it but im happy tat they have settle it d..^^
yay..i found someone to replace me for duty on friday morning d..
but for this week only..haiz..sobz..seldon going to replace me for this week only..haiz..
wow..today i think i really talk TOO much d until my sound now got bit change d..haha..
keep talking with joey and yun yee..we talk bout:
1st,Mr.Annatha..
i noe his a very good and funny teacher but i sometimes really beh tahan him le..my class punya all the guys like to play or make fun of him a lot..
they keep taking his chalk and throw around..keep talking..
i dunno why..he juz dint scold them and i and my fren cant concentrate on wut his teaching..he teach until kinda blur too..
today..got 1 time..the guy which seat behind me took his chalk and throw at him..on tat time,i was talking with joey and yun yee bout complaining the class or the teacher..suddenly,he scold joey for throwing the chalk to him..but joey dint..is the stupid fella who sit behind me..
joey is very blur when he scold her..but me,i scold him for slimpy scold ppl for not making sure the who did it..while im scolding him,the whole class was so quiet and looking at me..but i juz dun care..cause tat time i was really very angry at him..luckily,he dint scold me back and he saw my angry face..and he juz laugh and walk away!=.="
i really cannot tahan him d..wanted to ask my mom complain the school but.....haiz..my mom or dad WONT complain..sobz..
the 2nd thing i keep talking bout is stephania..
this whole week,joey fighting with stephania..she dint even want to talk to her..but i dun think steph noe why shes angry at her..but i noe why..
for me,joey and yun yee,we also thinks tat stephania is a very busybody person..she tells other ppl something which is not true at all!
she told 1 of my fren tat Joey hates him and dun wan to talk to him..
but actually,joey dint say tat at all..she dun understand joey at all!
she stick to us since last year..everytime,me,joey and yy talk in cantonese..she dun understand wut we talking at all..but she juz heard the name which we talking..then she started to think herself wut we talking bout..then later,she will slimpy tell other ppl..
we seriously hates her a lot..
she like to involve in Everything tat happen between me and my fren..
no matter wut..
got 1 time,at the koperasi dinner,eventhough i and her seat at the same table,she still keep smsing me and ask me some question..
the question is something like.."he" like u izzit?i cant tell u who is the "he"..but he juz keep smsing me and ask something like tat and i juz tell her no or i dunno..ish..she's very annoying..
she wants to noe everything..
sometimes we juz never talk to her only then she tell other ppl tat i hate her or angry at her..then dun wan to talk to her..
but actually is she dun talk to us..
and we dint angry or hate her..but now,we really hates her..
i seriously dun noe wat the heck is she thinking...she might maybe is the type of person which will backstab or betrayed her fren..
this week,i dunno why..she just like to follow us..
no matter where we go,she keep following us eventhough no one talks to her or wait for her in the canteen..
tonite,yun yee going to sms her and tell her tat me,her and joey wanna break the friendship between us and her...
the 3rd thing is..something bout scolding..haha..no la..
today got 3 guys,take the cake and smach it on 2 of my frens face..
actually,they dint wan to complain to teacher..when they come in to class..i ask them to tell teacher..no need to sked this type of ppl..
the guys is summore form 1 only le..wut for we scared of him?
at last,they had decide to tell the teacher after tat..
1 of my frens spec had some scratch on it bcs of the cake...
when the guy come in to find my fren to talk bout it.. he come in so angrly..i think bcs the teacher had already scolded him..
he come in and ask my fren.."how much u wan me to pay now huh..u come out..i wanna talk to u..COME OUT!"
i keep asking her not to go out..i shout at the guy "u do wrong thing now so fierce summore..sorry also never say"
i keep asking him to say sorry and money of coz hav to pay back to her but we wan him to get demerit from teacher...
when he say sorry..he show his middle finger to us..his sorry like kena force like tat..i feel really angry for my fren tat time..
keep talking..shouting..angry for my fren..
when go back time also must talk until when we seperate go home..
tats why now my sound got bit change d...hehe...
i very sam pat le..haha..
is today's post very bored?haha..
ok la..its long enough d..i better stop here..
continue tmr la if i got time ...byebye...

headache..sad..

today,at school my fren afiqah got sick..
she keep vomiting..
she ask me to teman her go toilet at 1st..
then i say ok lor...after tat,she say she wan to go to bilik kesihatan..
then i teman her lor..i teman her i think from 2.15 till 3.20..
at 1st..im so bored in the bilik kesihatan while she's sleeping...
then i took out the science text book from her bag and read..
i was lying on the bed reading it...
reading half way then i suddenly day dreaming again...
daydreaming half way,then i fall asleep d...
haha...when i woke up its already 3.15..
i faster woke up afiqah coz she need to go for duty..
when i woke up,i was so headache and dizzy..i dunno wut happen..
the b.k. makes ppl more sick i guess...
until now,im still very headache and dizzy..i almost fall onto the floor..
before she go for duty,i muz make sure she eat or drink something 1st..
while im take caring of her in the b.k. i keep asking her to go sleep..
take more rest..dun stand up..dun think so much..dun do any work..
i suddenly feel tat like im so bossy..haiz...
and she told elaine tat i like her mom!omG!
do i looks like her mom?
im juz trying to be caring of her and make sure she get well soon...
haiz...i dun wan to be mom so early..makes me feel old..
i dun wan to be caring next time d...haha..
ok..continue..
after the recess..i and her went in to b.k. again..
she feel more sick..i shud not ler her go for duty..i feel bad again..
tell u something disgusting..she vomited something blue colour...
ewwwwwwww!haha..
after tat,i went to library..i got AB at tat time..AB is for us to study..
i do my maths work together with joey and yun yee...
after school,i get to eat tom yam..my mom cook..
i choose all the things tat i wanna eat...
got fishball,sotong,the lala(dunno the name in english),prawn,meatball,
vege and a lot more la..im so so so full now...
belive me..im gonna gain 1 or 2 kg...ish!
im gonna become fat..haiz..tats wut my elder sis say...
am i fat???why so many ppl say i fat wan?sobzzz...!
argh!!!still very headache now la..*hitting my head hardly*
haiz..today,i heard a bad news..its a very sad thing..
bernie told me tat she HATE joey...i juz dunno why..but she hates her..
bernie gave me a small letter and she wrote tat she wanna stop being fren with her and forget everything between she and joey...
but i noe its hard for her to do it...i told bernie tat i dun wan to involve in their "hating" thing..i really very scared to lost bernie and joey as my fren..i told bernie tat and u guess wut she say...
bernie:if she hates u,i will slap her!
this msg makes me feel so scared u noe..
i noe bernie dares to slap her if joey really hates me..haiz..how?sad..
argh!!to calvin..stop calling me saland..thanks..haha..
oh ya,i wanna thanks to JIT for helping me put the songs and the chatbox..thanks to my cousin,Jin Bang for helping me do the links thing and teach me some new things..thanks ya..
oh ya,to those koperasi prefects which is in the afternoon session,who can replace me on friday morning..1st and 2nd recess?
tell me please if u can...(but i dun think got any afternoon session koperasi prefect will read my blog)haha..
wai hong!!if i cant find ppl to replace me,can i go duty myself on friday morning?haha..if cannot then nvm..juz act tat im juz jk..hehe..bluek..
erm..tats all i can write today...its kinda long..
argh!!still very headache..how??how??how??
juz pray tat bernie and joey stop argue-ing..
if not,i dun think i can sleep well tonite..haiz..
to be continue tomorrow..haha..
(dunno wut to continue)

back from my hometown..sobz..

sobz...
at last...its sunday..haiz..
dun feel like coming back ler..
wanna stay at my hometown longer but cannot..
tomorrow have to study liao...
haiz..started to miss there d...haha..
but this few days when im at my hometown,i use alsmost all my times staying in the room reading novel book which i borrow from stephanie..
the book is kinda nice but........erm....nvm...haha...
on friday,which is merdeka day,i went to shopping..the shopping mall name Billion...but there got nothing to shop cause all the shopping mall there is very small...and is like erm...pasar raya..haha...
after tat,i went home..then read book again...
tats the onliest thing i can do there...haiz...
wanna watch tv but dun wan to fight the tv with my small little cousins la..haha...on saturday nite..i went to lumut..eat ice kacang..i share a big bowl of ice kacang with my sis and dad...its kinda nice...
then go back home..read again..haha...
on tat nite,nelson send me a question which is kinda lame...
tats wut he say la..haha..
the question is,
Jane is Dave's mother..
Jane is the_of Dave's mother...fill in the_
he said tat if i can quess the correct answer then he belanja me eat..
but in the end,i still cant guess the answer...
i with my 21 years old sis also cant guess le...haha...
wan to noe wuts the answer?if u wan..then come and ask me or him la..
haha...bluek...
hmmmmm...dunno have to wait till when only can see my sis again le..
today i got not enough sleep at all...
i slept at 1 a.m.this morning...
i sleep with my dad...but 1 hours later i woke up..
cause cant tahan my dads snoring d...
he keep snoring and makes me cant sleep...
i keep standing up..seating down..trying to use the pillow to cover my ear but still no use..haiz...then i slept for 1 hours...then woke up again..
this time i really cannot tahan d..i go check my phone and the time is juz only 5.20 a.m..i going to gone crazy of his loud snoring d...
then i juz went to the living room and sleep...haha...
until 7a.m. i feel like someone looking at me..
when i turn around,my dad was looking at me like im a strangers sleeping at the living room..haha...he ask me why i sleep at the living room then i say bcs of his loud snoring..haha...
at 8a.m. this morning..after my breakfast,we drive home d...
after 3 and a half hour,at last i reach home and now...
writting my blog..think i got to end here for now d...
its very very long d...(i still haven unpack my stuff yet)
then have to go take a nap..later in the evening i still got my hip hop class to go...so,bye..

merdeka + holiday

Juz feel like post a new post here before i go back my hometown...
haiz..dunno wut happen to my msn...
can sign in but cant chat with my frenz..
after the heavy rain on tuesday my msn started to sot d..
hope this few days my msn will change back like normal...
yay..cant wait to go back my hometown eventhough later i going back d..
dun swt when u reading this..haha...
from here to my hometown need 3 hours...
i will be so bored in the car...
when i reach there,i muz go buy snacks d...haha..
my hse snacks all finish by me d...hehe..
at my hometown,sometimes will be really really very bored...
but i juz dunno why i love to go back there..
mayb is juz bcs i feel very relaxing and more happier when im there..
juz eat..sleep..play...tats all..
no need worry bout the homework..school..and stuff...haha..
i miss the food there too...haha..
im really gonna become a big fat pig soon...
keep eating eating and eating..
need to diet after tat d..haiz...
erm..i noe is 1 day earlier..but nvm...
MERDEKA!haha...swt rite..hehe..
tmr i wont be at subang d..
so i wish now la..hehe....
i will do countdown with my relatives at perak..hehe..
HAppy National Day everyone...
bye bye...

happy+confused+sad

yay!tmr going back to my hometown d..(perak)
the most happy thing is my elder sis is going back with me too...
so long dint see her d..hehe..
going back till sunday...
today is my 3rd day be a normal student back...
feeling kinda weird wearing penafore..
i looks kinda fat...at least i look better with my baju kurung..haha..
today...thu yuen still dun let me quit yet...
haiz..the sad thing is he tore my resignation letter..
now,i dunno i shud write it back or not...
i still kinda confused of myself whether wanna quit or not cause heard something tat makes me happy..haha...
a lot of ppl tot i quit koperasi bcs of him but actualy not..haiz..
why juz cant i quit koperasi bcs i wan to?muz i have a really good reason to quit?
i already bought my new white shoes so i cant stay at koperasi d..
if not my mom goona kill me..haha...
haiz..i really hope thu yuen can forgive me and respect my decision..
his angry at me..cause i wanna quit koperasi...haiz...
now my resignation get tear by thu yuen d i have to write a new one..
but im so lazy plus the letter he tore off is joey wrote for me...
not i wrote..haiz..so i dunno wut to do now...
erm..tats all for today i guess...
bye...really wish thu yuen dun angry at me anymore...

my 1st bloG!

hEy evEyonE..
thIs iS mY 1st bloG ..
dunno why but juz feel to make a blog suddenly..
my blog is still very plain now..
dunno wut to do with it..
i will ask Jit to help me make it looks better..
but dunno when..hehe..
haiz..this few days,keep thinking bout quiting koperasi..
after giving the resignation later,feel so....happy?
no matter how..i juz hope i wont regret in the future...
but thu yuen,1 of the Ajk's,he dun let me quit koperasi..he makes me dun feel like quiting but i dun care how i feel now..i will juz quit!
i seriously dunno why i wanna quit koperasi actually cause i really likes to become a koperasi prefect..
last last friday i think..in school...
after some "thing" happen,i decide to quit...
erm..i think i will stop here for now...bye...